A Letter to the Class of 2018: Connect the Dots Looking Back
Four years, maybe even five if you’re a transfer student; that’s approximately 1,350 days (give or take a few days). A painstakingly long time when you’re navigating through the years. Unbearably long, until you’re only a few days, a few finals away from closing the end of one of the most critical chapters in your life. Although stressful, challenging, and a downright exhausting time, it is also one of the most rewarding. I’ve spent countless hours complaining about tedious assignments, difficult classes, evil professors, messy roommates, crappy dining hall food, and loads of laundry. Yet here I am, 22 years old, about to graduate college realizing only now that all of this has been the easy part. A real challenge is beginning anew.
I think graduating college has both a bitter and a sweet connotation when I think about it. Graduation is the end of a new beginning, for some, graduating college means the last day of ever stepping foot on a college campus or taking classes on courses you may not have been interested in. The last time you’ll have to stress about cumulative finals or term papers. That’s the sweet part, the end. The bitterness comes later in the form of adulthood and the uncertainty of adjusting to it, the beginning of another chapter.
When I first left home, 3 years back I wasn’t sure what I would get in return. I had set my sights on a new adventure, it had been the first time I had felt excited and hopeful of the unknown. Moving to Hawaii was the first time I experienced living on my own, so like most probably are, I was equally as eager as I was fearful of this new reality. Regardless, I took advantage of my new-found freedom where I could set my own rules. Like most journeys, however, there were struggles. I was a transfer student who expected to graduate within two years, but three months in the semester my counselor informed me I couldn’t graduate in less than three. At the time, I remember being devastated at the thought of prolonging my journey for the degree I wanted so badly. I remember thinking that it was the worst possible thing that could have happened to me. But as Steve Jobs once said, “you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backward, so you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future.” Two years after receiving this news, I couldn’t imagine graduating any earlier because if I had I probably would have never met some of the most prominent people in my life today nor would I have made some of the memories I cherish the most. Of course, it was frustratingly unclear looking forward how an entire year would make all the difference, but it is as clear as a crystal looking back today.
So, class of 2018, reflect on your past, acknowledge the present, and believe in your future as you go forward after graduation. Ask yourself, “how did I get here?” and more importantly think about “what” you did to get to where you are now. Recognize your perseverance through the toughest moments and heartbreaking decisions.The little steps you took, the leaps you traded comfort for and the hurdles you overcame lead you to where you are. And always remember that straying off the path you planned for is not the end of the world. Learn as you go and remember that the doubts and apprehensions you feel right now moving forward into adulthood, you have experienced before, yet look at today and how far you’ve come.
Congratulate yourself for embarking on this journey in the first place because not everyone does. This is yet another MILESTONE in YOUR life. Don’t go out there trying to connect the dots as you go, trust in yourself and most importantly trust that you’ll look back later and be thankful for it. BELIEVE you’ll get there and YOU WILL.